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1. New Year Eve - 31/12/08 , 8.35 am

today woke up quite early... can't sleep well...
slept quite late...
woke up a few times in the middle of the night...
i know i shouldn't be like this...
i know i need more rest to recover from my sickness...
but i juz can't sleep...
i m not thinking much... really... or maybe not...

to forget is painful...
i agree...
i m really scared tat i couldn't get over it...
i m not tat tough tat i tot i m...
how i wish i can wake up in the morning... thinking about something tat would make me feel happy...
how i wish one day when i woke up in the morning i would not remember about the pain he gave me...

i m learning to let go...
really learning hard...
although it is not really wat i wanted...
but i still accept it...
i respect his decision...
and i know there's no point being together anymore...
the feelings are different d...
we won't have a happy ending...

maybe it is true...
maybe he doesn't love me tat much...
i m not so important to him...
something or someone else is more important to him...
i should be happy coz i ended a relationship with someone tat doesn't love me tat much...

let time heals the pain i feel...
there will be a better future...
there's no use looking behind...
looking back won't help...

it's time to say goodbye to the past...
a new year is coming...
i should start a new life...

wish me happiness...

n wish him happiness...
i gave him wat he wanted... and hope he is happy wif it...

goodbye to my love to him...

-the end-

2.Me & tHe BeAr - 31/12/08 , 10.21 am

how i wish the bear is mine...
it is big...
at least it is big enough to show tat my face is small...
haha...

love the bear >.< style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 255, 255);font-family:times new roman;" >

3. Sunset - 31/12/08 , 2.31 pm

i love these sunset pictures... took them at rasa sayang resort...