love when you are ready

Love when you are ready, not when you are lonely.

i know we both are not ready.

i am not very sure about what will happen in the future.

my mind is full of doubts and questions.

you asked, if the sentence was meant for you to read.

and the answer is yes.

i don't have enough time to consider about everything.

i know i seldom think about the consequences, and i know it's not good.

you kept on saying that you are bad and no good for me.

the truth is, i am really afraid of getting hurt again.

i am tired of being in relationship.

my heart is not meant to be broken.

but i kept letting it broken again and again.

until i can't remember what is the happy moments should it be to be in a relationship.

i am lost.